That's exactly how I feel right now. I'm juggling all the balls. The Alpha's Melody is due to be released on March 24th. As of now, I'm not sure where we stand with that date and I'm freaking out. There is a small possibility that the project may get pushed back. So, there is a ball.
Ball two? I have a book with beta readers and I'm not going to lie it is freaking me out big time. This book is a standalone novel and the first of my books that is not a Fantasy Romance, but it is very personal and for the first time I am having over authors read for me. I am so incredibly grateful but so scared at the same time. I'll get through it; their feedback has been incredibly helpful and some of it has been so great it's made my day more than once.
Ball 3? Well, that's my own fault. I told myself that I was going to wait to start a new project until after the release of Melody's story this month. But I had these characters in my head who have just been so loud that I couldn't ignore them. I couldn't wait. So, I started writing my fifth book. I can't believe that I have written four other books, and this is my fifth. It all seems so surreal. But this project is one that, while stressing me out is bringing me joy. I wrote thirteen thousand words yesterday! I'm nearly halfway through the book and it is such a wonderful story, I think. I hope. But I have no idea where it is going. at this point because I'm out here pantsing. The story? It is a kind of beauty and the beast retelling, with werewolves, fated mates, of course, BDSM, and forced proximity. What do I mean by that? Oh well, he marries the woman without her knowing and locks her in his castle. There is consent, of course!
There is a fourth I can't believe I forgot, and I'll add it below. This week I created a logo! I'm so happy with how it looks, I have ordered some swag with it on it and hopefully, I'll be doing more of that as things take off. I dropped it down below. Let me know what you think!
I'll keep you all in the loop and hope to have the wonderful news that I have released my debut novel come March 24th!
Until then, remember, to embrace your inner kink!